I KEEP GOING! BY ALLSKCOOL#2012

WHEN THE CHOICES GIVEN ARE NOT THE CHOICES MADE THEN I KEEP GOING… I KEEP GOING BECAUSE BEING A #BLESSEDLUCKYCHARM IS ALL THAT HAVE BEEN LEFT TO ME WHILE I DRIVE AND LISTEN TO HOW I BECAME SUCH A #BLESSEDLUCKYCHARM… I KEEP GOING BECAUSE I HAVE CHILDREN, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN RAISING THEM AND BECAUSE I HAVE TO KEEP GOING IN ORDER TO EVENTUALLY MAKE A WAY SOMEKIND OF WAY FOR THEM AND ME.  I SIT IN A CHAIR WITH THE RADIO ON AND HEADPHONES ON MY EARS LISTENING TO MUSIC AND WAY ACROSS THE ROOM A YOUNG LADY IS STANDING THERE HIDING BEHIND A WOODEN CABINET STARING AT ME, I KEEP GOING FOR EVEN REASONS LIKE THIS….. I KEEP GOING BECAUSE WITHOUT THAT RADIO WITH THE HEADPHONES, I TOLERATE PHONE CONVERSATIONS THAT IS BEST LEFT IN PRIVATE, I KEEP GOING FOR REASONS LIKE THIS…. I KEEP GOING BECAUSE I HEAR HOW THEY TALK ABOUT ME AND THEN ASK MY DAUGHTER TO GO TO CHURCH WITH THEM, I KEEP GOING FOR REASONS LIKE THIS…. I KEEP GOING BECAUSE OF NOT GETTING THE 4AM WAKEUP CALL AND IS TOLD THAT I WAS WHEN I HAD GOTTEN UP AT 4AM AND THEY WERE SLEEP ON MY OWN AND JUST WENT BACK TO SLEEP JUST TO HEAR WHAT THEY WOULD SAY TO ME WHEN THEY EVENTUALLY WAKE EVERYONE UP, I KEEP GOING FOR THIS REASON TOO… I KEEP GOING BECAUSE OF THE TRUTHS THAT I HAVE TOLD AND BECAUSE OF NOT EVER GIVING UP ON ME AS AN INDIVIDUAL, AS A MOTHER, AS A WOMAN, AS A LADY, AS A GIRL AND WHY BECAUSE FOR THOSE THAT HAVE MADE IT FROM ME, BY ME, OVER ME AND UNDER ME, EACH OF YOU HAVE LEFT ME NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO KEEP GOING…. THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME THAT MY VERY BEST WAS ONLY GOOD FOR YOUR PROFIT AND NOT MINE  WHEN ALL ALLONG I BELIEVED OTHERWISE…. ALLSKCOOL, AVA SHAREE CAIN-WHITE, 7AVAALLSKCOOL8, AVATIMESBLOGGING….

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